Hope distilled: to be rescued from deletion…
… when I am gone all the experiences stored in my head will be gone too—they will be deleted with one swipe of the great eraser, and something in me squeaks ‘Oh no—let at least some of it be rescued!’ … By a long-established printer’s convention, a copy-editor wanting to rescue a deletion puts a row of dots under it and writes ‘Stet’ (let it stand) in the margin. This book is an attempt to ‘Stet’ some parts of my experience in its original form … All this book is, is the story of one old ex-editor who imagines that she will feel a little less dead if a few people read it.
looking up/looking down 
I loved this book
Oh, what a heart breaking wish…”to feel a little less dead”….to have left her stamp on the world, however small.
Interesting woman, isn’t she, Annabel. And wow, such a portrait of a very different publishing world.
Marlish, yes, such a primal human impulse, I think.